Thursday, March 2, 2017

No, I did not get ashes.



Ash Wednesday is one of the most unusual days of my year. “Did you get your ashes?” rings through the air like the “bells on Christmas day.”  No, I did not get ashes. No, they are not necessary for salvation.

I did celebrate the beginning of this season that has a rather uniquely male twist (more on that later) with a fresh start  with a posture that will insistently mediate my turn toward God.  The cleaning lady transformed my home into a livable space once again; I began acupuncture treatment; I ate a totally decadent chocolate chip cheesecake bar.

It was high time for a deep clean. It reminded me of the cleaning of the home before Passover.  The symbolism in this act is easy for me to see. In order to lighten my load for the journey, I had to make space in the clutter and disorganization that has accrued.  turning toward God is nearly impossible when in your pivot you are literally and figuratively knocking over old containers from take out Chinese food.

The acupuncture opens the channels in my being to receive the gifts of the Spirit.  Clutter outside; clogging inside. The gunk of life just slows everything down.   Meditation exercises very often begin with “breathing.”    It is tough to breathe when there is no circulation to meet it.

And that chip cheese bar, I needed a reminder of how far I have come in my life’s journey.  The days of trying to support life on anti-nourishing food is past.  From here I draw my hope for the future.

My hope for this lent and the future is to live beyond the clutter of a world that demands we hide behind the empty spaces of take away events, breathe the life of the Spirit into every aspect of my being and continue to build upon the goodness I have known as I journey with the One of Love.

A blessed lent to all as we each journey to our true hope : the resurrection of the dead and the life of the world to come.

You surely don’t think much of God’s wonderful goodness or of his patience and willingness to put up with you. Don’t you know that the reason God is good to you is because he wants you to turn to him?

Romans 2:4